It's pretty easy to gauge by the way people react to me, whether it's slight looks they give me, or how they pay attention to me. I know I sound paranoid and all of that, but I know that I'm weird, and i know that I talk about nerdy, trivial, and random things. It kind of sucks...actually, it really sucks...I would love to be accepted, but I am over trying to change myself for people and make myself into someone that I'm not. I definitely try to tone it down, I'm completely aware of how annoying I am, but sometimes it's kind of hard to. I don't know if I'd rather be blissfully unaware or my annoyingness or be aware of it so that I can tone it down and try to be likeable.
What a ranty ranty post of annoyingness
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