i wanna be sedatedddd

yeah i'm being that cool, blogging in class..i'm sure the people next to me who can see me are like..wow, really..you're on twitter yelling about some guy, facebook talking about needing sedation, and looking at a random apartment site..what the hell is wrong with you

okay im just soo freakin antsy and this class just seriously is not helping..the prof is alright but this class is a torturous piece...boring as shhh and i know that there is SO much that i need to be doing..these last 2 days have seriously felt like 9 days compacted into 1...so much is going on...between filling out paperwork for work, finding facilities i need to complete this paperwork, figuring out my bank account situation, my apartment, 3 subjects having projects due like WAY too soon, passover seders, baking for a seder...i feel like i've been on and on and on trying to figure out how to get everything done...I'm not behind at all (except those projects but i mean, no one has motivation for that anymore...senioritis is a KILLER) It's just like, i know i have so much to do, and even though there is some of it that i can't do right now, or until i have something else, i WANT to do it and i keep trying to get as much done as i can..but i think that ends up making me even more antsy in the process...

seriously i feel like my skin is crawling and i'm having so much trouble just not doing anything...my internet connection at home is NOT helping..since it is slowed up to a crawl at a slug's pace..like grr can you work, PLEASE..i'm the only one on it and you're still a piece...my laptop is f'd up too...glad i'm getting a new one soon(ish)

it's ridiculously warm in this room too, which is not helping because its making me want to snuggle..and uh i cannot snuggle in a whitman business class...awk-waaaard