Peace of Life

just so stressed
i am broke
i can't breathe without shaking
another one of the products that we distribute got recalled...again...bracing myself
i'm nauseous, i think the ulcer thingy is coming back..and the heartburn
i'm feeling pretty shitty
i cried at work when i found out that product had been recalled again
i have to go hardcore with the gym and the food from now on..i have to do this
i have 3 weeks to look really good...my trainer is making me keep a food diary...pressure
i really need some ashley time..it's not happening..i don't have the capability to relax..period