Peace of Life

I just don't understand why some people have to know EVERYTHING about what goes on in their friends' lives...and then get upset when they aren't included or involved in certain things...this shit is so childish...there is no reason to be upset about that...just because other people have lives and do things that may not involve you does not mean that they don't care about you...seriously..just calm down..there may be reasons that people don't tell you something but those reasons may not even be related to you...don't make unnecessary drama...i'm over it

on that note...if you care about these people..and want them to be your friends..WHY do you talk so much shit? when i talked to you 2 weeks ago when all you wanted to do was die, all you wanted was THEIR attention..you could have cared less about that i was trying to talk to you and legitimately cared..which okay, i get...but sometimes when you come off of the super suicidal low..yes it does take time (but it looked like you got off of it real quickly since you got to see them the next night) you can appreciate that someone was there for you...so thanks for making me feel like a shitty friend..i really appreciate that a lot...but actually, you're the shitty friend...there's a reason people are closer to some people, and its because of how they act and how they make them feel...you get too involved in things that you don't need to be involved in, get obsessive and then things get ruined...just RELAX..you won't feel used if you don't let it happen..so maybe working meet and greets and making promo cards isn't the best thing for you to do, but if that's what its going to take to make you feel wanted, then do it, but don't bitch when people use you-you let them do that...but never say that you did so much for us when honestly...what DID you do? you ruined your own birthday weekend, you made me spend WAY more money than i should have, you threatened me, you used someone's house and acted like a bitch the entire time, and then made someone else feel like shit because you told her that she wasn't wanted TO HER FACE...if you didn't want her there, you should have been honest in the first place like you ask other people to be..i was honest with you...and then you talk shit about everyone else and possibly me...friends don't do that...at least not the friends I am looking to have.