Peace of Life

so this is completely awful, like i am actually embarrassed that i'm writing this out, but it's how i feel. im sad and upset because neither of my parents got me anything for hanukkah. i know why one of my parents didn't, but the other one..i dont know..it's just like..i hate the holidays anyway, i can't stand christmas music, and i pretty much didn't even get to celebrate it..and i know that the holiday isn't about gifts, but being low on money, gifts would have been nice...whatever, it's not important..it's just...ugh