Peace of Life

I'm still angry...and it makes me angry that i'm angry...i just really don't understand why i was completely ignored this weekend...like i do my best to remember when my friends have things going on...like birthdays, surgeries, exams...big things...so how come when I had my surgery, those friends couldn't even remember to text me once? I am definitely hugely hurt, but I can't do an eye for an eye because that hurts me more than being ignored in the first place...i'm not going to bring it up because I WILL be over it after tonight..because it's not worth it to waste any more time on this...i just have to remember and not expect anything more next time